(I signed my name on the dinner table yesterday, with little blue stars)Now, there's a question!
Lately I've noticed that I don't really know what I want to do, especially when looking at the future (at the present moment, I'm happy just "not working"). Last night when I was thinking of my wishes for the new year, that issue became very real because I thought of a couple of things but then I got distracted by the confusion around me and I couldn't really think of wishes for 2006, to make as I was eating my raisins (it's a tradition here to eat 12 raisins, one for each month, when it's midnight and make wishes for the new year).
Can you think of anything stranger? It's quite funny. When I came home, I remembered.."I never finished making my wishes, I just ate the raisins". lol
I wish I had the time and the mental state to write, that could be one of my wishes. But do I really want to write? I have no ideas lately and everything I write ends up the same...
Today I got a little out of my (lately usual) numbness and I got emotional over songs, like I used to. Elton John does it for me, it really depresses me but I love it. Then I heard Tori Amos' Baker Baker:
"Time, thought I'd make friends with time
Thought we'd be flying
Maybe not this time
Baker baker baking a cake
Make me a day, make me whole again" - that touched a nerve too.
What do I want? What do I want? :) Maybe I can find that out this year.
Hi,
ReplyDeleteThank you for dropping by my Blog, I'm going to keep ann eye your progress this year.
this was the first year ever that I could make 12 wishes. I think I forgot one essential thing, but as it crossed my mind (even if just for half a second, between the 6th and the 7th wishes)I hope it comes true.
ReplyDeleteSteve: I feel like I'm drifting a little, or maybe a lot. We're already in the 2nd half of this decade, can you believe it? And what have I done? Not much...but there's no point in dwelling on it. Don't dwell on it yourself.
ReplyDeleteFB: you're welcome. I shall keep an eye on your blog as well.
Catarina: Don't worry, I'm sure the gods of the wishes were paying attention. I'm glad you had a lot of wishes, it means you have passion within you.
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