It's been a crazy week, full of ups and downs, but especially downs and the ups weren't that high either...I've tried to keep a little emotional distance from everything that happened, tried to take it slow, have faith, trust that time will make things better but it ain't easy!
I've been here before, road to despair and I was able to find my way. I know, rationally, that things get easier and that patience is a very needed virtue. But just for once I wish I could just be totally irresponsible, not care about anything and do whatever I feel like doing.
I wonder which takes more guts: to keep going this way or to be a rebel for once...
Deep down I wonder if I'm just a lazy, spoilt kid...or whether I deserve a break. I'm guessing I'll do what I always do...go with the flow. Sometimes it works but I frequently wonder if that's the best choice.
I know I've never sounded so metaphorical before but the truth is I really don't want to talk about it, however ironic this may sound.
I've missed blogging and reading your blogs. I really hope you're doing better than me. :)
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well, you really are the pilot. So let your sorrows be comforted. when you are ready talk about them, we are listening. Good Luck, it will pass, that's for sure.
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Thank you Chloe for such kind words. You got me all emotional ;)
Do what you need to do to make yourself feel better. Chin up. You've always got the blogger peeps. I don't know what i'd do without them sometimes.
People from other, far away places who are there for each other---and they say the net is for porn and bitching.
The flow! The flow! Seriously though, testing times pop up all the time. They come, they go...hopefully you'll feel perkier after a pleasant weekend :)
Thanks everyone!! :) I'm feeling better. By now, I know how my moods change from one minute to the other so I try not to think too seriously about how I feel at a given moment.
I think Christopher is right: it's comforting to feel that people care about your troubles. It's not like we're just blogging into the unknown, just to let off steam.
So thank you for your advice and support. I'm going to let things be, I'm sure it'll get easier and if it doesn't...it will only make me stronger.
LOL Steve! It's probably not necessary but thank you. Thank you also for teaching me another new word...I didn't know what I jester was and now I do :)
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