Sunday, March 05, 2006

Different sunday

I hope you enjoyed answering the quiz. I enjoyed making it, despite feeling a little too much self-centered in doing it. You can still do it, if you haven't because I'm not revealing any important information today.
This is a confusing time. My Grandmother is in the hospital since yesterday. Yesterday she was getting better from something we don't even know what it is, but today things took a turn for the worse. The prognosis is bad so we're all getting prepared to let her go - it'd be better than for her to suffer. I never lost anyone from my closest family and it's a scary prospect. I don't know how I'm going to react. I'm not very close to her but she is my grandmother...I worry about my father mostly.
Right now, this is a stupid time because nothing happened yet but everyone's getting more or less prepared to face something. I have this little weight on my chest that isn't very nice but I'm fine. It's just a gloomy sunday, despite the sun.

14 comments:

kimananda said...

:-( I'll be thinking of and sending good wishes to both you and your grandmother. :-(

Devil Mood said...

Kimananda: Obrigada :)

Maddy said...

I will be thinking about you
and hope all is well for your
grandmother.

Cathy said...

It is hard to face this, but you are right; better for her not to suffer and better to psychologically be prepared. It is a hard thing to do; take care.

Devil Mood said...

Madelyn and Cathy:
Thank you both. I appreciate your kind words. But I also don't want to turn this place into a gloomy blog. I know you'll be here for me if I need you.

Meow said...

My thoughts are with you and your family. I understand what you are going through ... I have lost all 4 of my grandparents over the last 15 or so years, and my husband has lost his parents, also. The feelings that swarm through you are hard to understand, and even harder to cope with, sometimes. But cope we must. Not wanting her to suffer is a brave way to think, although very difficult too. Hope all goes as well as can be expected. Take care, we are thinking of you, Meow

Christopher said...

I hope you're okay. Its always hard to find the best words when things like this happen.
Thinking of you,

Chris

Steve Awesome said...

Your a lot braver than me. Im scared stupid something will happen to someone I love. Im not prepared to face anything of the sort. I guess therefore the only thing I can say is stay brave

Stephanie said...

So sorry to hear you're going through this. My family is going through the same thing here, though I haven't really blogged about it.
[[[hugs]]]

DayByDay4-2Day said...

You and your family will be in my prayers.

Devil Mood said...

Meow: Thank you, you're very sweet.

Chris: Not many words are necessary. Thanks :)

Nevets: No one's prepared to go through these things. It's like Meow said, when it happens you just have to cope and that's what most people do. I don't believe I'm any braver than you or anyone else.

Stephanie: I'm sorry. I didn't really want to blog about this either but it was the only thing happening in my life at that moment. Take care of yourself too.

Day: Thank you very much :)

Steve Awesome said...

no you really are. As you may know I thought I was gonna lose someone last year and I refused to face it and told myself all would be fine. I refuse to accept these things and dont care how wrong it is. Im not ready to go though I will happily admit that I dont really live

Devil Mood said...

Steve, it all depends on the situation. As I've said, I'm not really close to my grandmother...if someone that was closer to me was about to die, I'm sure I'd freak out. We never really know how we're going to react.

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