Monday, January 09, 2006

A day to forget

I hate bringing all this bad energy into the blog but I just had the worst day and I need to talk about it. Everything seemed to happen today and I feel like I need a BIG cry-over.

I woke up later than I should've and got to work late. My boss was a total bitch to me and said the worst things after I didn't do some work the way she wanted (even so I think I did a better job than what she wanted, but she doesn't care about that). I felt like quitting the fucking job right then, I hate everything about it anyway... but I can't, if I still want to finish University I'll probably have to stay there until May or June. I keep telling myself that if I can make it til then I'll never have to put up with idiot bosses ever again (which probably isn't true but I'm trying to be positive). Anyway, I don't know how I'll be able to cope until May...Apart from that, I was given another pile of work to do, which is also very "motivating". Today I feel like I could do anything apart from what I'm doing - it's like I chose the worse job I could possibly have. I hate feeling stupid or incompetent and I don't deal with criticism well, as you may have noticed.
On other subjects, one of my favourite football players got injured and won't play for at least 5 or 6 months. When I came home, I usually watch Frasier at dinnertime (I need a few laughs) but for some reason the show was cancelled in that Tv channel and some other crap was on.
I feel like I'm forgetting a few other stupid things that happened but, in my opinion, this is quite enough for one day. Again I'm really sorry to go on about this in self-pity but I really feel like shit (sorry about the bad language too).


Chloe said...

so forget it, it was a bad day, that started badly and ended badly. Tomorrow is going to be better, it always is. I'm not just saying that! :)

Cathy said...

Oh yuck to bad days...but they make the good ones feel even better.

Supermans Foot said...

I know you've probably got a biq queue of people waiting to give you a hug but i'll glad join the back and wait.

I find that after a while bad days become normal and therefore easier to deal with

Christopher said...

Work sucks. I just throw out a sarcastic remark to get me through the day. I also find that if I act strange none of my bosses seem to bother me.

Take care : )

Devil Mood said...

Nice girls and boys:
Thanks for the warm words, I just needed to let off steam, you didn't have to worry about me because as you know we all have bad days and working is a pain. Today was much better. Making fun of the boss is one of my main hobbies at work, I have to pity her - she's really bad at her job and she probably has some issues. I just have to be thankful that I won't ever be like her.
I think it'll be good to learn how to deal with criticism, especially when it is unfair - I shouldn't let it get to me.
Hugs to you all and I'll be there through your bad days, as well :)

Laura:) said...

It is definately good to have a cry now and than. I wrote about crying over "silly things" a couple days ago myself. Its good to get them out.

Devil Mood said...

Laura: you're right, we can't have all this tension inside of us for too long. Thanks for dropping by :)

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