Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Update


I'm reaching the conclusion that when I say I won't have time to blog is when I blog the most. Weird. I had a very exhausting day but, all in all, it was very good.
I was talking on the phone all day, inquiring people, which is something hate, as some of you may know. Despite it being very boring, it was nice to know that it wasn't as hard as I expected and I could do it...Experience never killed anyone.
I also realized that for people who do this kind of work it's easier to feel alone even though you're talking to people all day...people are nice to you and you are nice to people but, as soon as you turn off the phone, it's all gone.
Later, I discovered that my boss's arrogant and disgusting behaviour wasn't just my imagination and it didn't only affect me. As sad as I am that anyone has to put up with her, it's nice to know that it's not my problem, I'm not the one who is oversensitive to criticism, she is the witch. The only trouble is she'll be the one to evaluate me, in that case I was unlucky.
Even later, I stopped being so ignored as I was before and I'm now being acknowledged, which is a start and it seems like a good one. Feeling good right now :)

10 comments:

Cathy said...

I hope the good feelings continue! I am busy this week as well, but feel the need for blogging as an outlet, a de-stressor...

Meow (aka Connie) said...

I totally agree with Maddy ... well said.
Take care, Meow

kimananda said...

I agree with you on the busiest times being the times with the most blogging...as Cathy says, maybe it's a stress relief.

I've just finished work (for the most part), my project, and the biggest of my Danish exams, and have the idea that I'll be blogging all the time now...but I probably won't. I find that in the less busy periods, I don't feel I'm doing anything that I can blog about. So, maybe it's just that when we're busy, we're also doing, and thinking, and gaining ideas, which we can channel into our blog?

Christopher D. Bate said...

It's good to be glad (and bad...but not evil, that's a step too far)

Devil Mood said...

Jackt: Thanks, I'm glad too. And how are you?

Day: It's no good for us. Let's free ourselves from witches...

Cathy: Yes, you're right about that. It's great to relieve the tension. Hope you have a good (busy) week!

Maddy: oh wow, that was nice :)

Meow: Oh great, thanks! Take care of yourself :)

Connie: I don't get how they stay in those positions and how no one sees how uncapable they are. Society is cruel :P

Kimananda: I absolutely agree - that happens to me too: when I'm not busy, I can't find anything to write. But I'm glad you're finished - that's a relief, isn't it?

Chris: Yes, being bad is not so bad..just a little sometimes.

x said...

you can't be ignored.
for you the song "feeling good" by Muse.

Devil Mood said...

Chloe: I have that song! Thank you :)

Stephanie said...

I think sometimes when I think I'm too busy to blog, I end up having things outside my own head to blog about...which is nice...if you follow what I'm trying to say at all :) Happy to hear you're feeling good right now - hope that has carried through into your weekend!

Devil Mood said...

Stephanie: Yes, I see what you're saying, it happens to me as well. This week I've been mostly studying, I have to ;)

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