Love is stronger than pride

Sometimes days just pass quickly, so quickly that it seems there wasn't even enough time to produce a single original thought. I seem to be immersed in the sea of routine things and thoughts, having no energy to detached myself from it and create something different. And without an original, different thought, I cannot post. I can, but I don't want to. It's not fair on anyone, especially not on my carefully woven blog. (lol)

My choice of words is not random here - I usually blame all this fuzziness on my Neptune and, you may know, Neptune is the roman god of the seas - that's why I feel "immersed". Seas are usually deep, mysterious and you can rarely see their bottom - before I say they're a bit like me, what I mean to say is that these characteristics are also present in Neptune. Unless you're on the shore and the water is very shallow, there is a lack of transparency and clarity in the water and that's what happens with Neptune - it can confuse, illude and make you see things that aren't exactly there, though most of the times you can't really see anything very clearly. The same thing happens if you look at the surface of the planet - what could be behind all of that blueness? It's hard to tell, if you're not an astronomer, that is.

Of course we all have a Neptune and we're not all deluded and head-on-the clouds individuals, thank God. Thank Saturn too, the specialist in clarity and reality that makes us bang our heads in the walls so often. Saturn who is incidentally Neptune's father in mythology. What makes my Neptune stand out is that it's right next to my Sun, so when it comes to knowing who I am, what I want, what I represent...hmmm...who am I? Oh, look a butterfly! Oh look a fluffy cloud! Oh I don't think I like this...I thought I did but I'm not sure. Do I have to make up my mind now? Oh this really isn't what I expected it to be.

If you've ever been disappointed, that was Neptune. Blame it on him. If you ever had insomnia, that was probably Neptune too - sometimes I have trouble falling asleep because there's a total confusion in my mind and I get in a state of pre-sleep that I can't get out of. If you're a little psychic or you have a strong intuition, you can find the source in Neptune. Or maybe you're a deeply spiritual person - Neptune deals with all of these. And maybe you don't believe in anything astrological, but then you're a sceptic, nothing to do with Neptune.

Fortunately, Neptune is a big planet and an important mythical image, so it can also be responsible for music, psychology and psychoanalysis - a tight connection between the unconscious and the deep seas, all kinds of addiction...in general, there is a connection to all the altered states of the mind, be it daydreaming, sleeping, confusion, being under anaesthetics or mind-altering drugs. And, before you ask: are you on drugs or why have you presented such an astrology-bound post? No, nothing like that! But I do feel even more sleepy than when I started....

Confused? Well, blame Neptune and join the club!