There wasn't going to be a prompt this week on Sunday Scribblings but people missed having a word to write about and they made the sorry post into a sorry prompt. Clever, eh?
I'm sorry I haven't been replying to all your comments. Rest assured that they have all been read and pondered. There would be no point for me to blog at the moment if there was no interaction with you. Maybe it didn't start as such, perhaps it was just a place to write, but quickly it became all about the people so I'm really grateful for every comment I get. I really enjoyed all of your interpretations of the music from another room theory.
I love it when my posts make you think and I especially love it when they make you feel. I'm not much of a thinker, much more of a feeler...so sometimes I have nothing intelligent to reply to your posts and comments and I'm sorry about that too. But more often than not, I will feel things, that perhaps I won't be able to express verbally. This goes on when I write too: I have the ideas, the imagination runs wild but I get upset at the words, at the sentences, at the structure, even though I love the language, I'm not in it for the language, I'm in it for the emotion.
Sorry is an emotion I've been feeling a lot. I'm sorry I don't meet your expectations, I'm sorry I'm not more like you, I'm sorry I'm so different that you can't understand me. This is starting to remind me of a song. Ah, yes, it's Jewel's Sometimes it be that way:
And I'm sorry I snuck up on you from behind
I'm sorry not all my love letters did rhyme
And I'm sorry that Jesus died for my sins
And I swear to God it won't happen again
I'm sorry if it was my swerve that tempted you to sway
Oh well, sometimes it be that way
She says sorry for hundreds of things, most of which she can't be held responsible for. So, you see, she's not really sorry. The relationship turned sour, sometimes it be that way. What else can she do?
And I'm not really sorry either. I feel bad but what can I do? I won't change, not enough to please everyone anyway ;)
*my new shelf, filled with pretty things.
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